Rush

Sometimes I feel like there is an avalanche rolling down on me. I run from place to place. Doing everything I enjoy and all I must do. I forget to breath and then the wind hits me, to remind me that I live.

I have never been one to not have something going on. I heard someone say "do something". That thought never crossed my mind, because I just do it. Some people may think, I think to much or want to do to much. I seem to be full of ideas and thoughts, but why not? We live one life. Only one, and if I get to try as much as I can; I will be satisfied.

I may not travel much or do things like skydive, but I do what I want. I dance, sing, love, cry, laugh, eat and just savor life. Even if Connecticut is not China, Japan, Paris, Italy, Mexico or anywhere exotic. You get one chance to be the best, do your best, want the best; even if sometimes you forget to breath.

Stop being board with life. Stop wishing for someone's else's opportunities. Just do what you can to make yourself happy. Even if there are obstacles. If not today tomorrow. Take a walk, leap, or skydive.

I have always tried to get what I want. I don't know how not to. But the only thing I wish I did not do, has been done. I fell in love with you. Now I don't know how not to. This is when I do wish the avalanche would actually hit me. It would just be done. Instead, all I do and want is to love you.